Security

To be alone is a scary thought. Again. I fear being alone, I have in the past, and I do again. But as I grow, I overcome that fear, I have opened my heart and my heart has let something and someone amazing into it. 

In the past I have been reluctant to let others in, to open the door to my life and see the person who I am, who I was, and who I have become. 

Times change, people change, and I have changed. 

We become stronger from past relationships, from past mistakes, and we learn to grow from the things we have been determined to overcome. 

se·cu·ri·ty

 

1.

freedom from danger, risk, etc.; safety.

2.

freedom from care, anxiety, or doubt; well-foundedconfidence.

3.

something that secures or makes safe; protection; defense.

I now know what it feels like. I now know that it is okay to be scared sometimes. Not only because I know he is there to guard me...to save me from the monsters of life, but also because he opened his heart to me. He wasn't scared to open his life up, show me the person that he is, let me in and allow me to love the person that he is. And so I wasn't afraid to open my heart to him. 

1.He protects me from the perils that life passes us.

2.His lack of anguish has put a feeling of light to my soul, no fear, no pressure

3.I know as the days pass he will assure me that in the end, it's all okay. 

*(you made me a sap...!!)*