Fairy Dust

M: Toss..turn, grumble, kick the covers off, put the covers back on, push him over a bit..grumble some more..


T: zzzzz,,,,snore..snore..snore.. jibberjabber..snore...


T:'what are you doing?'


M: 'I can't sleep'


T: Looks, smiles, mumbles something, 'pass me the water', 'dakoyu' 


T: 'You have to work in the morning too you know'


M: 'I know, I will be up at 6 with you...I slept until 10 this 
morning, I can't sleep!'


T: 'It's going to come a lot sooner if you don't try...'


T: Rolls back over....zzzzz..snoooorree....


M: smiles...thanks for pointing out the obvious Mr, silly boy.

*very cute idea, will be doing this sometime soon 

Security

To be alone is a scary thought. Again. I fear being alone, I have in the past, and I do again. But as I grow, I overcome that fear, I have opened my heart and my heart has let something and someone amazing into it. 

In the past I have been reluctant to let others in, to open the door to my life and see the person who I am, who I was, and who I have become. 

Times change, people change, and I have changed. 

We become stronger from past relationships, from past mistakes, and we learn to grow from the things we have been determined to overcome. 

se·cu·ri·ty

 

1.

freedom from danger, risk, etc.; safety.

2.

freedom from care, anxiety, or doubt; well-foundedconfidence.

3.

something that secures or makes safe; protection; defense.

I now know what it feels like. I now know that it is okay to be scared sometimes. Not only because I know he is there to guard me...to save me from the monsters of life, but also because he opened his heart to me. He wasn't scared to open his life up, show me the person that he is, let me in and allow me to love the person that he is. And so I wasn't afraid to open my heart to him. 

1.He protects me from the perils that life passes us.

2.His lack of anguish has put a feeling of light to my soul, no fear, no pressure

3.I know as the days pass he will assure me that in the end, it's all okay. 

*(you made me a sap...!!)*

fatigued

We do this to ourselves, over and over, and it's rather silly..but we do!

We sit up, on our computers, weatching tv, reading a book, etc etc, until we can barely keep our eyes open..but..we..must..go..on..

Why!? It's so silly! I do it all the time, and I know many others do to! Do we find that there isn't enough time in a day? So we all must over exert ourselves and exhaust our bodies until we can't function at a human level anymore?

Go to bed Meghan! and YOU TOO!

Note to self: Find one of these adorable pillows!